mr-wanderer+dreamer

wow

2011-10-31T11:49:00.000-07:00

wow... its being so long since i last update my blog... haha... well... i guess i can try to write more from now on...

life being like a shit ever since my last update.... i join vertu... n olso back to gucci... now.. from a full time stuff to a freelance stuff in travel trade... u must be thinking... tim... can u decide wat u wan... well... i'm trying... but i'm very lost and i don't know wat i wan... and worse of all... my ego is back n bring me lots of problem...

i really wish i can give my baby and my family a good life... but looking at the state to me now... its franking hard... now i'm trying to get my insurance and finical license which i hope i can do well n stop the changing of jobs...

now... the plan is... i will write more blog about life, my travel and how to gain back my confident so tat anyone whose going to read my blog will be inspire and walk back to the correct path... and i shall start now...

my life now... currently working in the travel trade as a freelancer... earn my $$ in hourly base, incentive and olso if there's any tour leading i will earn more from there... and currently try my very best to pass my M5 n M9 to get my insurance and investment license. and once i got it... i will work both together to earn my living... u must be thinking it will be tiring working 2 job and y of all work in the financial trade.. well.. my answer is... i love to have my own time.. and i like to help people to earn more money... as currently... most singaporean don't have any saving... even if they have saving... how much can the bank give... so i will try hard to earn my living n help others...

as for my life... i have a very sweet baby (my gf).. whom had being with me for coming 5 years... and a nice mum who will always back me up... so for them... i will work hard n lead them a better living.. and really thank them for being there for me ever i fall... love u

in less than 48 hour.. i will be flying of to my first tour leading trip to korea... hope everything will be fine and things will work out well there... although i'm nervous... but i'm going to take the first step to finish it...

life

2010-02-23T10:07:00.000-08:00

wow... just a blink of an eye... i had being working in gucci for almost 3 mths plus.... now the best part is... at first... they said they giving me perm part time with commission... than after than said cannot have to continue as part time with $6 per hour... now they giving me perm part time again for 4 mths... WTF !!!

the stress part is.. if i take the offer... i have to worry again if they still wan me after 4 mths... haiz... now hurting for job liao lo... just got a call from my agent saying to me sincere wan me to go back to interview as i told her i wan the job again... lets pray hard they wan me n hope their pay there is good...

haiz... as times goes by... we adults have to worry alot about our future... now hoping the pay is good and i can save the money for my wedding, my car and my house....

2010-01-17T11:11:00.000-08:00

its almost a week to wait for my conversion... sian... how long more do i have to wait... ?? haiz... suddenly feel like there's alot of things to settle once my pay day come... first of all will be my bills... baby n my 3 years anni... hope to make it big but there's some budget problem... but will try to find a way... pay for my lost things in the shop... help dad to pay some of his bill as i accidentally saw one of his bills.... buy baby's cam which i own her last year birthday present... haiz... everything is about money nowadays when we get older... anyway... will really find ways to solve all of these...

2010-01-12T10:12:00.000-08:00

well... its being awhile since i last update wor... since i can't slp... i shall update wat had being happing ba...

had being working for gucci for almost 2 mths le... currently pending to convert into full time... but today... heard i will be converted into perm part time only.. so wats the different between part time, perm part time n full time ?

part time you earn by per hour n only incentive while perm part timer you are given a basic and commission same as a full timer... just tat you don't have any leave or any benefit like full timer (etc; stuff purchase). once i heard these news, i was like sian lo... cos i was planning to go Taiwan during the may mth... but seems like need to do some changes ba...

well... time really flies, now its aready 2010 liao... miss those times when i was in school... now have to work hard for my future le... and means to say more stress... and just now made my baby unhappy cos till now i'm unable to say things she wants to hear like how much i miss her... i don't know y i can't but this is not me lo... sorry baby... didn't mean to make you unhappy... I'm trying to but just can't... i don't know y... wanted to tell you how much i miss you but words just can't come out from my stupid mouth... really do miss you alot when i can't meet up with you...

as for my friends, being getting really close with clement and leon... somehow, i feel they understand me as a brother and a best friend... being having some problems with desmond and the rest of them...

lots of things to plan now... thinking about my work... whether how long do i have to wait to convert as i'm afraid of being jobless.... planning for my marriage cos my baby parents wants to have a wedding dinner.... need to save up for our flat..... haiz... stress...

for now... being thinking of getting a red plate car... cos can drive at nite and if wanna meet with friends or baby at nite to wander around or supper... don't have to grab a cab lo... buying a car is easy... but maintaining it is hard... currently if i get a red plate car... monthly will cost me from 200 to 300... oil baby will settle or if we go out as a group all of us will share... but problem is... worth it ma ?

Haiz...

STRESS !!!

2009-11-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

Its being almost a week tat i'm jobless... So stress by the pressure given by my mum who nowadays kept asking me when am i getting a job.... the problem is... I HAD BEING GOING FOR INTERVIEW FOR SO MANY DAYS N WAITING FOR RESULT !!! why can't she understand.... !! she's making me scare of going home lo.... and today... after my interview... she called me... telling my my cas had found a job and working with Apple... asking me when's my turn and ask me to join him... but i had no interest with computer stuff.... than say i'm now going for interview and being getting lazy... WTF !!! please lo... i really don't know wat to do now.... really hope to get the jobs which i had applied... !!! i don't know how much can i take her stupid stuff any more....

Bored

2009-11-02T11:01:00.000-08:00

its being almost 3 weeks since i stop working... time fly very slow at this point of time... even my exam i had finished few days ago only... worried i'm unable to get a job soon.... for this mth... bills can be mange.. but for dec... will be a big problem... baby wanted to buy me iphone for my belated birthday but i told her to hold on to it as i'm worried i'm unable to pay the bill so still can use the money to pay instead of buying my phone... haiz... olso feel very bad if i'm unable to buy baby her laptop too...

Its being a very stress week... partly olso because of family, as their work is not very good at this point of time... felt so unless tat i can't help anything but only can pray tat my interview on this wed as a surveillance operation will be successful. at the mean while, si wei n lester suddenly got back to me again... out of no where we are so close as usual... which i can see baby not comfortable as some time i will be going back late with them or i might get hurt again... well baby just let them be ba... i will be aware of them de.. i'm glad tat u still let me go out with them late lo... no like last time when we had to quarrel because of going out late... well i will try not to go out with them too late offen k...

back to square one

2009-10-17T01:11:00.001-07:00

recently i had just resign from my company... reason for leaving its not just about my family objection, but olso i feel tat there's something wrong with the company... i feel tat we are like cheating people.. n olso at the same time, not very happy with my team member... so decided to leave lo...

its going to be a week since i leave the company... currently hunting for job n olso at the same time waiting for chan's brother manager to call me as one of my friend candi know the person... so just have to wait lo... going to have my sup exam really soon... whats my plan now is... i'm going to finish my exam... get a part time work n once got the money i will go for the security course than i will work for 2 part time... see how things goes first before i can make my move lo... cos not young anymore.. need to plan for the future le.... haiz.... just worry about wat is it ilike in the future for me....

thinking

2009-10-03T09:11:00.000-07:00

today just went for my company's sports day... it was a fun n tiring day... and u know wat... i'm the only guy in the team... !! yap... only guy out of 10 person, 8 of them are girls and 2 guys... but the other guy can't make it as he need to go to event to work.. so left the only guy tats me... well.. really learn alot from the team... which tell me, DON"T LOOK DOWN ON GIRLS !! they sure have the mind set of winning... N of cos, i'm the team leader :P the whole event last till around 3pm than move off with my boss and some of my friends to eat at vivo... was walking around with one of they as the rest have to make a move... his name is air-mail, don't ask me y just everyone calling him tat, he seem to understand the stuff i'm unhappy in the company... don't know after telling him how i feel, will he tell my boss ? as u see... he's my boss's army friend lo... nvm la... but finally found someone who share the same through about the company...

wat are we unhappy about ?

- peer pressure from the team

- doesn't understand how we feel after telling them the problem...

- very business mind set

- think they know how to solve problem. Some will but some don't, but even if they know how to solve, their way of explaining n advising is so wrong lo... sian....

LOTS MORE....

but still, i'm going to try to stay as long as i can n learn as much at the same time promote as high as i can in this 3 - 6 mths of time i giving the company.

than after walking around at vivo, i went off to meet up my parents for my chinese birthday dinner at some where near by bugis... we ate the most horrible chicken rice i ever eaten but wat to do, i lazy to go places which is too far... so since we are here, so just eat lo... :P

finish dinner around 8 plus, went over to bugis for games as i was waiting for my baby to finish work...

updating

2009-10-02T10:11:00.000-07:00

yo yo... finally back to update my blog... its being awhile as my com was down for almost 3 weeks.. sian lo.. but nvm... i have a better com now !! bought an Imac !!! lol... the best part is... its a 24 inch monitor !! whahaha...

abit of update of my life...

being in the company for a mth plus le... lots of up n down... n lots of stress... regarded for not getting promoted as i reject it cos i feel i wasn't ready for it... y i say i should get promoted cos at least anything were to happen to me in the company, if i leave the company i'm at least a CT. But now... i have to restart again to get tat promotion... sian... but don't know y, i got the feeling of leaving the company as i really feel its very hard to rise... i can see the future, but not able to get it due to lots of pressure in the company peers n olso my parents... sian... nvm la... within these few mths, i will try to do as much as i can at the same time rise my position as much too...

and olso, yesterday celebrated my baby's 20 birthday... Bring her the singapore flyer which she always wanted.... it was a 30 min ride in the flyer... not bad... get to see alot of the view of singapore and olso have sweet times with my baby... but sad to say... in the cabin, there's some kids which created lots of noise !! damn... but no problem la...

going to slp liao la... update again wor... cya... cos later still have to wake up early cos i got company sports day at 8am !! cya !!!!

SIAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-28T08:57:00.000-07:00

will, today is my fourth day of work, like it alot as we had fun while working... lots of events too... and olso not to forget, helping the cancer patient... :) sales not very good at this point of time but i believe i'm able to make it with the help of my team-mates and olso my baby whom always cheering me up...

at the same time... today olso just my result.... called my father to help me check the letter box and see my result... he told me i failed one of the subject i was like... wow... SIAN !!!!!!!!!! but wat to do.. wats done is done.... but my baby cheered me up by suddenly pop up at my work place... but only can accompany her awhile than have to go back to fight my sales ready.... well baby... just wanna tell u thank you so much... thanks for always be there for me and i love you so much.... really really very touch by you... dare not think wat will i be now if i don't have you by my side... so baby... I LOVE YOU... :)

tomorrow is olso another day at work.. its sian to work... but its fun working there... so its ok la... i'm enjoying myself as well as earning my money... so WORK HARD tomorrow !!! cya

hm...

2009-08-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

just came back from my baby place and supper with my brother desmond.... today was planning to meet up jo for a window shopping and wait for my baby to finish work at ION... but she called me in the early morning telling me she's having a fever, so was unable to turn up for work.. and have to cancel my appointment with jo for shopping.. didn't blame u about it my dear baby... so don't think too much...

went over to my baby place around 5 plus and had dinner over there... she my baby is ok and i can have a peace of mind too... than after tat met up with desomond for supper around 9.30pm... had chat about my "friend" n his gf, our career and olso our trip to Taiwan next year.

Desmond was talking about the "couple"... asking me try not to ask them out together with us as its abit wired... can understand his feeling and my baby cos the gf kept talking n think that she knows alot but its full of crap la... we told ourselves tat we will work very hard so tat we can bit them with our pay in order to zip out their stupid mouth...

I dare not think of the day i'm going to start work... cos my time with my baby will shorten... the only time i can have with her is only after work when i sent her home n on sun during my off day... hope my baby can ren cos from now till we get married.. everything is for our future... so that "people" will not look down on us... my dear baby... no matter wat... i will work things out and will spend time with u ok... muack... i love you wor... :)

awhile...

2009-08-20T11:49:00.000-07:00

its be awhile since i last updated my blog... well.. somehow i suddenly feel like writing again... other than telling my baby wat had happen for my date... i would like to update online to voice it out....

its being a few weeks since i had finish studying... and olso came back from my KL & genting trip with my baby and friends.. and currently just found a job too... will be starting to work as a sales & marketing exec soon... monday will be my training but tue have to go for my IPPT... sian... and worse of all.. wed i still have to go back office to for training... and they would like me to start on thurs... sian... very sian.... haha...

currently, i'm not sure if i'm really into this job as its not the type of job i'm looking for... u must be thinking than y i still accept it rite... well its because i can see the job advance in it... pay wise is ok just have to work harder... as its more on a commission base... so since i had accept the job.. might as well give it a shot lo... still young anyway... just tat i'm afraid it might have to delay my wedding with my baby lo... hope it will not happen... oh ya... i accept this job olso because its happen the needy people as we are dueling with singapore cancel and heart people... to help them gain funds... it may sound hard but i'm going to give it a try... wish me luck :)

today... was planning to stay at home to slp and rot whole day till sab give me a call and wake me up... ask me out to go shopping with her and candic... and olso get present for me n others as she's going to leave next wed... so we meet up at ION orchard around 4 plus and shop... hurting for a gift for me.. haha... it was hard man... as i'm quite picky.. haha... for your infor.. i'm not as picky as jo k... haha.. finally sab got me a pouch after so long... well thanks alot man...

after tat... we waited for my baby to reach around 5.30 and went off for a coffee at wisma and drag clement out for dinner too since its a so call "farewell" to sab... once clement reach we head out to mos burger... too bad candic can't come with us as she have to go back if not the mum will jump... but olso lucky tat she go back cos after the dinner... we don't know where to go... walk around in orchard and head back home... BORING

while taking train to sent baby back home... she's not feeling well... kept coughing all the way... so heart ache to see her like this... than kept asking her to drink lots of water... after she reach home... its time for me to go back to my home sweet home..

friendship n life

2009-04-14T00:15:00.000-07:00

exam coming up real soon... its less than a week n the exam will come rolling into my life... some time.. i wonder... y is there exam... damn...

had being going out with my new groups of friends.... this new friendship remind me of what i use to have few years back... kind of sad when i think of it... like wat people always says... people come in n out of our life... n people do change when time comes....

just like i had lost 2 brothers but gain 7 new close friends... i'm happy to have them in my life n do hope this will continue though our life.... but i can see... afew of them will leave once our course is over... can't help it but this is part of life... those who can remind together... i will try means n ways to keep our friendship together.

update

2009-03-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

well.. being a while since i last update... lots of exciting things had happen... !!

etc: lose a best friend but gain 2 new best buddy.... liquid gold... chalet..... winning money..... lol

but olso got bad stuff like... TOO MANY ASSIGNMENT !!!

will try to update wats the latest out come of my day ok... cya...

sad

2009-02-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

today is gf day for me... where by today i will accompany my darling out and spend time together..

while waiting for her to arrive, my "brother" drop me a msg about his com and our games stuff.. during our msg conversion, we talk about him going for his bike lesson.. i told him tat once he had his bike, i'm have a feeling i will lose this friendship as it had happen before to one of my friend which i wrote earlier on in my blog.. its not about weather am i going out with them or anything... its about returning the so call favour back if were to go out late n have to sent me back or my gf back... the car problem which happen a few week back had hurt n disappoint me badly.. Anyway... he ask me out but i rejected as my other friend coming too plus i'm accompany my gf too... so, i just end my conversion with him in "i will see u next time" at this moment, in my heart i was thinking "if u have the heart to ask me and see clearly what's going on"....

had a small fight with my darling about these conversion as i had throw my temper on her... wanna say sorry my dear... just tat i can't control it...

had our dinner at KFC... but really having hard time having my dinner... i just couldn't control my tears.... luckily darling wats there to pei wo and cheer me up...

after today... i told myself.... I WILL BE MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN U !!! WITHOUT ANY OF MY PARTENT'S HELP !! U WATCH.....

let go

2009-02-26T07:11:00.000-08:00

let me share with you something i heard in the movie (Benjamin button) which i watch it with my darling n desmond last week.

you could be mad as a mad dog at the way things went.
you can swear and curse the fates..
but when it comes to the end..
you have to let go..

frienz ? brothers ? WATEVER !!

2009-02-22T18:42:00.000-08:00

these few days been wondering, in this world... is there something call a friendship ? everyone will tell me... yes there is.... i know.... its nice to call it friends.... but lets put it in the other way n call it making use of each other ba....

i'm not trying to say anything.... but its wat i had been through with some of my very close friends n some say brothers... !! i'm getting more n more disappointed with them day by day...

ever since one of my brother brought the car... things just change so much.... been very nice helping me sending by darling back.... but few days back... i invited him for a movie with us... he rejected as he don't have much money left... so i said its ok.... next time than come ba... but he requested to ask my darling to treat him since he had always sent her back.... i told him no problem.. but have to wait till she get her pay lo.... the next time come out from him is.... "u all won't automatic de lo"... i was like... wat the hell.... he clam he is not calculating it... but in my heart... i know he' s no long the person i used to know....

boring.....

2009-02-10T06:06:00.000-08:00

this morning was so sick to go sch but have to go as i have to hand in my assignment. but this time.. MDIS made me very disappointed.. lots of messy management going on...

first of all... this lesson have to split into 2 classes as the room is not big enough... those who came early lucky to get a sit and a computer.. but those who are late have to sit on the floor... or even worse ask to leave and come back for the afternoon classes... this is stupid.. !! one of our course planner came to talk to us... and i ask her, how come we didn't know about this till this moment... its full of SHIT !!... she can't answer my question and smoke off.. than i my teacher... he olso cannot answer my question but kept telling us this world is full shit... well... doesn't he slap himself back ? cos as our class teacher, he don't know wat the shit is going out with our time table ?? n just push the blame to the management and say he didn't know as our attendant was missing ?? shit him man... he's the first person in my sch tat i have no respect anymore !!

after sch end... head down to lot1 and see a doctor and went back home to rest... can't meet my darling today as she's going to police station with her friends due to some problem n i'm sick so can't meet... but just now she wanted me to fetch her at causeway... but i didn't go as i'm just too sick to go... i know she's disappointed but i don't know how to cheer her up... haiz... sorry darling... i olso wanna see u as i miss u too... just tat i'm very sick.... know u not happy and disappointed from the way u talk to me just now... sorry....

hm...

2009-02-08T08:50:00.000-08:00

today had my boys outing with si wei and lester as my darling going with her friends... its being awhile since my i had my boys outing the whole day... (i nv mean anything darling)

met up with si wei at 4pm but i'm late again as usual as i'm doing my homework. went down to bukit batok to help si wei was up his car... damn... its hot lo... wash at the wrong timing..... wats worse was... after washing 5 min... it RAIN !!! SHIT MAN!!! all the hard work all gone man.... haiz... olso thinking... when will be my turn to get a car.... haiz... so sad...

after the washing, we head down to lester's place and wait for him. Head down to orchard wisma to service si wei's phone... met up with darling awhile as she's around the area... olso invited my bros to ask about their work n love life :)

head down to lester's ex gf place as she wanted to meet up with lester awhile... but waited for half an hour... she can't make it... sian... wasted half an hour of our time...

well... event ended about 11.30pm when i reached home.... n was thinking about my darling's present for our 2 years anni... sad... have to help pay abit first cos got not enough money... haiz... Thanks darling for understand....

lost

2009-01-04T11:17:00.000-08:00

well... last week just clear my last exam paper... which is the business management... guess i might be able to pass but just a D as i last min study through the question :P

currently having my 1 mth break from sch... than will start the dip level on the feb... must be wonder why i wrote lost as my title ?? well... there's some stuff in my mind tat i'm quite confuse at this moment.... might be small problem once u read through it... but i don't know wat to do about it...

feel like giving up my dip as i see my mum had hard time earning money from her business as business is going very slow at the moment due to the finance crises... my father won't be driving cab as his partner will tender soon... so will be out of job for awhile till he find other cab to drive... even if i finish my course... i don't know wat should i do... feel so lost about it... wanna give my family n my love one a better living but i'm afraid i can't.... losing lots of confident in myself more n more.... these few mths my mum n my darling had been feeding me but not using my own pocket... my pride and my ego is growing strong n strong when times goes by.... well... its time for me to find a temp job to earn extra income in-order to lighter both of their pocket...

i'm olso not sure wats wrong with me... i get angry n fed up easily.... i throw my temper around... n my dear is always the one whom i throw at... i'm trying to control but it seems out of my control.... i'm really sorry my dear sweet heart.... i know i let u down by not saying sweet things which u would like to hear and yet i still throw temper at u at times.... i will see wat i can do and work things out by myself.... T-T

Pr!de

past 3 days

2009-01-01T09:44:00.000-08:00

1/1/09
darling came over to my place to chill and study with me together for my tomorrow business management exam before we meet up with si wei for dinner at 6.30pm...

had our stomach filled up so full tat our stomach going to blow at sukuru... haha... and we do our shopping at jurong point.... its so big till we almost lost our way when heading back to our car...

have to study... wish me luck for tomorrow's paper... cya

Pr!de

31/12/08
well.. today's the end of the year for 2008... i had planned a prawn fishing for some of my friends... went out about 4pm to lester's place for dinner... guess wat... we had curry dinner again... curry was good n really very full but have to rush off to meet up with si wei as he is waiting for us outside lester's door step...

at first there was only 1 car which belong to si wei... after than another car join in whom is si wei's friend and together with wee leong... head down to yishun but there was too many people to do prawning... so have to wait till my gf finish work in order to head down to pungglo end...

the night was bored as some of us can't get anything... as we waited till the clock pass 12... HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! and tats when we started to catch something... haha...

finish prawning at 2am and start our bbq prawn there and end till 4am... although there's only few of us but we really do enjoy ourselves...

29/12/08

just finish my marketing exam.. haiz.. got a feeling might fail the whole thing.. after finish the MCQ.. i stare at the essay question for 15min... my mind just total blank.... can't recap anything.... but at last i tried 3 question of it... one of them i just write wat i know from it... the other still ok... but the last one i wrote wrongly !! shit man... after the exam... wats worse... i got FINE !! for littering... wat a day... but end my day at my darling's place for movie n dinner...

STRESS !!

2008-12-28T10:32:00.000-08:00

was studying at home the whole day till i finally got a mind-block and decided to head down to lester's place to chill... reach his place about 6 plus in the evening... had played some games till his parents invited me out for dinner at BP plaza... rid 4 bicycle over.. cool... its being awhile since i last rid a bicycle...

we had curry food for dinner !! my favourite !! haha... after dinner... wish i could stay abit longer as i have exam the next day... so have to go back home to study again...

from now till my exam time only a few more hour... now.. i have confident in it... but i'm not sure if i can have the same confident when i sit for it later on....

Pr!de

tiring day

2008-12-27T07:55:00.000-08:00

well... today is a very tiring day sia... last nite only slept for 2 hour.. don't know why can't get myself to slp...

anyway.. today tried to study abit for my marketing exam in the evening... before tat, had an interview today as a in-line skater coach.. but the pay and the working hour suxs... first, i need to go for 20 lesson which is ok with me as it is FOC.. but, i won't be paid till i finish all the lesson which will take about 1 mth to finish it.. and lastly, its paid $10 per session.. each session is about an hour... not bad rite... but u are wrong... we are freelance after the 20 session of training, which means to say, we will go anywhere around s'pore to teach... let's say u are ask to coach at east coast for a session and u earn $10.. after u less out ur transport and ur meals, u only left with about $2 to $3.. faint.... but the thing is tat u get to skate around, have fun with the kids and learn new things... i'm still considering whether to take the offer anot.... hm....

reach home about 12pm after some coffee at YA KUN (lot1)... lie on the bed and rest while studying abit till 2.30pm and met up with si wei... bought him over to my gan ma spec shop to make a spec for him.. after tat again went home and rest till 7pm and met up with desmond for dinner and teach me some marketing stuff...

end my day by fetching my darling home from her work place... so tired till i had to take a cab home from her place.... YAwn.......

Pr!de

the beginning

2008-12-27T01:20:00.001-08:00

hm... how should i start with my first post ? let me intro about myself.

born to be Prince Timothy (thick skin)
18/9/86 is my big day
timwee.cherish@gmail.com - mail
wph_timothy@hotmail.com - facebook n friendster

Important, happy and great to have a

cute and wonderful princess whom had enter my life (xue lin)

2 beautiful xiao meis (ivy & van)

a very close buddy/bro+knight (leon)

3 bro's (des, siwei n lester)

i'm a person who love to day-dream, slp and love SHOPPING !! but jobless = no $$
currently study in MDIS in travel,tourism and hospitality management.

when my friends or those who know me might be shock to see me write blog rite... well... i'm writing one as i wanna say grandmother stories, nag about some stuff and kill time :P

well.. my blog is trying to make it nicer and better.. so just bare with it... cheers...

Pr!de